Yesterday was insecure
Yesterday I let go
Yesterday I was frightened
with losing you.
Last nite I was conflicted
acting without judgment.
Last nite I was angry
but for no goddamn
good reason.
Last nite I was boyish
trapped in myself.
This morning I cry
for what I may have done.
This morning was scary
but tonite will be worse
for tonite I will see her,
will she do her worse.
This morning I will take
what I have learned
and warn myself once again
of the hurt that I incur.
I am lost, tired, saddened,
but most of all I am sorry.
Sorry for keeping you up
all night over my stupid concerns.
Sorry for hurting your trust
and for that I hurt.
Cause I knew what I was
saying but I didnt think it
through. Take this as you
want, I know our relationship
is hurt but the damage is done
and I hope that this isnt the end.